Merry Ellie- Extract One- Diary

The trip was your standard modern-British one, exactly what you would expect, train from Manchester to Barrow-in-Furness and then up to this shit hole. Of course, whenever travelling on a train, every woman, including a just-turned teenager must be aware of her surroundings, if Dad would go to the deplorable train toilets, I would have to look left and right, up and down, ensuring the beardy man across from me isn’t about to start aggressively rubbing my leg. You could certainly tell what some of these big, middle-aged bastards were thinking when they stared deep into my soul. They act as if I haven’t seen the deplorable porn in which they watch, but I have.

It disgusts me, the internet has let these demented freaks have what they want, they now think that no matter where they are, there is always someone who shall be not only willing, but also enthusiastic enough to have sex with them. Their addictions to porn have only led them to believe that they are increasingly more attractive or charming than they truly are. Seeing all of this demented, vile meaningless matter online will further brainwash these individuals into believing that all women are slaves and that all they provide is dinner and any form of sex at any time the gentlemen so wishes. These feeble-minded delinquent bastards get what they want and women face the consequences every single time.

The shitty videos of porn actresses saying they are super excited or enthralled that they have a new porn video coming out is just them doing what is in their title, acting. As soon as the camera turns off, they are left to either go viral on some deplorable sex site or they are forced to kill themselves due to the mounting pressure of the industry. It is the men who have the full control here, not just over the porn these poor, womanised actresses make but on the actresses’ life altogether. It is in the Men’s hands here, we are just left to take it and kill ourselves if we don’t get enough likes on our fucking Instagram stories.